Lies that I Told Myself

Jadi, kejadian ini sebenarnya sangat tidak disengaja...
Gue lagi iseng bukain folder di harddisk...

Lalu gue menemukan sebuah folder yang judulnya 'error' (classic, I know) dan ada berlapis-lapis folder didalamnya (you know, that kind of things happen when it contains serious shit on it).

Dan...benar saja, isinya....HAHAHA....(gaperlu dijelaskan dengan seksama deh ya)
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Gue selama ini lupa...
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Bahwa ternyata, he already made things clear between us.
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and that is so stupid of me, thinking that there are still unfinished business between us.that 'he never really explained what he felt about me' shit, these are lies I told myself.

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Finding out the truth is not always easy, but it is not always hard either...
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Ada sedikit 'kelegaan' sih, entah kenapa.
Tapi, masih ada sedikit pertanyaan juga yang tetap tinggal.
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Akan selalu ada sesuatu yang tertinggal sih gue rasa...dan sampai gue menemukan jawabannya sendiri, semuanya ga akan benar-benar berakhir.
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It was one of the craziest thing that ever happened to me *sarcastic laugh* 

Remembering things about him, us, me about him are always like a beautiful nostalgic.

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Ga pernah sesakit itu kalau diingat...belive me...
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Percayalah bahwa saat gue menulis ini, tidak ada rasa sakit sedikitpun walau reality has once again punch me in the face (maybe it wasn't really a punch in the face maybe its just like wind blowing right on my face/?/).
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Selesai.
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Mungkin untuk dia juga, perlahan akan selesai dengan sendirinya.