20 isn't Definitely Just a Number!

YEAY!
Happy birthday to me! 

Kepala 2! 

Gak kerasa, udah 20 tahun hidup di dunia ini, alhamdulillah masih dikasih umur lagi sama yang diatas.

Well, for me, being 20 isn't just a number.

Being on my 20s means that I will have bigger responsibilities, I'm not that little girl anymore whom can act recklessly. 


I'll be forever young though, but that doesn't mean that I didn't grow. 

Actually, the older you get, the more you feel like birthdays is just a birthdays, nothing is special anymore. It just reminds you that you are indeed older and you'll have to be more mature each and every year. 

You can't be 20 and still act like a child. 
You can't expect things to run smoothly (well, I never have but yeah). 

Most of my important people already wish me a happy birthday and I'm glad. I'm that important. 

Few friends from junior high congratulate me too, which definitely make me happy! 

I'm glad though the friends remain the same, no one is leaving the circle. Masih dengan orang-orang yang sama tiap tahunnya, I couldn't ask for more! 

Let's be friends for another 20 years guys! 


I wish, in my 20s I can be a better person, way better if I could.
Hopefully, I can be happier, because I've been not really happy for the past months, I don't know why, I just did. 

There are so many things I wanted to be, but I can't sort it out now. I have so many things I wanted to write/type but its not coming out. So annoying. 


In the end, I hope I can just be better - even though I, myself can't seems to figure what 'be better' means, but hey, I got my time. Hopefully its long enough to figure everything out! 


#Finggercrossed

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